Tuesday, February 12, 2013

My Students Will

The Slice of Life Story Challenge is hosted by Stacey and Ruth at
Two Writing Teachers
during the month of March and on Tuesdays.

Today I'm thinking about my students and the daily grind of working in a classroom. So much of what we do each day seems like routine, but when I think about the big picture--or even try to imagine it--I'm inspired. I'd like to work this draft into a poetry slam piece. It needs work, but here's a rough cut for today's slice.
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My students will graduate from college. They will make As and Bs in high school. My students GPAs will soar. Some may slide by with a few grades or SAT scores below the mean, but they will mean well and try their best and work to please their teacher, mother, father, aunt, uncle, next door neighbor, pastor, rabbi, priest, cousin, brother, sister or best friend. My students will work hard in school.

Even when I might think they are not. My students are working to maintain the facade of teenage normalcy that brooks no disrespect or calls no attention. My students will survive. They bounce back from illness and injury. My students will break arms and legs and noggins and orbital bones. They will have diabetes and heart disease and spinal surgery. They are resilient. They will survive divorce or criminal charges or verbal abuse or rape or drunk drivers or a loved one's murder. My students will mourn classmates and grandparents and friends and step fathers. My students will learn how to put on the facade. They will fake it until they make it.  My students work hard at passing. Passing for fine for okay for normal for with-it for safe for unforgettable.

My students will go on to higher education or the military. They will graduate from college or community college or specialty training programs in five years or less. My students will learn about refrigeration or plumbing or mechanical engineering or waste management or set design.  My students will defend our nation from terrorists and drug dealers and child pornographers. My students will issue speeding tickets and conduct roadside sobriety tests. My students will go on to advanced degrees or law school or medical school or seminary. Or not. My students will draw blood. My students will frame their diplomas and certificates or tuck them onto top shelves in coat closets or corner book cases. My students will have proof of their educations. They will be well papered.

Will they be prepared? Will they read? Will they read for enjoyment and edification? Will they critically consume: blog posts, tumblr feeds and loan applications? Will they use their knowledge of figurative language? Will they write or post or tweet in the language appropriate to the purpose? Having witnessed the obesity epidemic will they make healthy food choices? Will they exercise? Having lost their homes to foreclosure and seen the collapse of the housing market will they save their money and spend it wisely? Will my students refinance?  Will my students  understand supply and demand or interest and penalties  Will they know how health insurance can make or break a family's financial future?

My students will work, ready or not. They will become sales people, doctors, lawyers, pharmaceutical reps, teachers, economists, chefs, cyber warriors, speech writers, marketing strategists, poets, servers and even Internetainerpreneurs. My students will paint the masterpieces that hang in the museums of the future. They will write the books that win awards, produce the films that bring home the Oscars, and broker the peace that bridges Noble divides.

My students will talk to Presidents and astronauts. They will tweet chairmen, and celebrities. My students will found communities, develop neighborhoods or networks and encourage hangouts.

My students will fall in love. They will marry someone of the opposite or the same sex. They will exchange rings and vows and promises or tattoos. They will connect and cherish and cohabitate. My students will have in-laws. They will care for the elderly and their own parents, step parents, grand parents, aunts, uncles or family friends. My students will a child or children of their own. They will have families and extended families. My students will have grandchildren!

I can't even imagine all that my students will do. But I can wonder... how what I teach today will affect their tomorrow.

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I need an ending or a better ending, but this is a piece I can work with at poetry club in the next couple of weeks. It's the kind of thinking I've written about before here. We're in the third quarter and enthusiasm sometimes wanes. Dealing with that--students disengaged, students not performing, students' apathey-- on a day to day basis is something I work at both in the classroom and in my mind. Sara Holbrook's poem "Whooping it Up at the MTV Saloon" from Isn't She Ladylike helps me focus on the positive and imagine the hopeful futures of my students. Her poetry has saved me more than once. 

12 comments:

  1. WOW! Lee Ann, this is amazing!!! I so want to hear you perform this (hoping that one day there will be an audio version of this on your blog). I want to share this with other teachers who are feeling a little "under the weather" or "under the stress of assessment". I feel so encouraged by reading your writing! Keep writing!

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    1. Thank you for the encouragement, Jaana! Glad you liked it.

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  2. I like this! Somehow I thought the layout would look different! When are you publishing your poetry collection?

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    1. It's funny the difference between hearing a piece and seeing it on paper. How did you picture it?

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  3. This is great. All of the possibilities that these children can encounter and you were a part of their lives.

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  4. ooh, wow! Thank you so much for sharing this. I'm feeling a lot of the same struggles that you are, and this was so inspiring. Our students have come through and are still dealing with so much... and they WILL get through it. We ARE reaching them... even if it doesn't always seem that way!
    Are your students going to do the March student challenge? I wrote you last year about hooking our classes up for a mini-challenge sometime this year, but I just got my students started blogging this month. I'm hoping our classes can meet each other during the March challenge! We are a targeted-Title I school and my ELLs are obviously very diverse, so they would probably relate very well to your students.

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    1. You are welcome, Jennifer! I do remember you writing me last year, in fact I just re-read your email recently. We are going to do the slice challenge, but I'm not sure where (on our Ning or on Edmodo or...) I need to figure that out. Would you like to partner our kids up?

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    2. I think it would be fun to try to partner up! We are just getting going with our blogs so I'm not sure how heavily my students will participate, but I think it might help to have a class of buddies to "get to know"! We are using Kidblog since it's easy and functional for students that don't have blogging experience. Since you have my email, why don't you email me and we can figure out how to hook up our classes?

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  5. Lee Ann, this is terrific, a real tribute to the kind of teacher you are, & the students who thrive with you. Kelly Gallagher shared a Ted Talk that is similar, from a young woman named Katie, I think, who spoke of being a mother.

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    1. Thank you, Linda! I will have to look up that Ted talk.

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  6. Hopes, fears and dreams for our students-thinking about them in such a human way is what makes being a teacher so much more than just a job-it's our life's work-molding our clay pots, each unique in its own way!

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    1. You are right, Amy--connecting, building those relationships and seeing the whole person or child is the part of teaching I love.

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